Monday, April 27, 2009
what do you know?
i'm at it again.
almost 4 years gone by since my previous post. and it's funny to me, actually, reading the last coupla posts actually seem to support this one as well. it's been so long, that i actually had to fix my links on the right side of this page; they were all outdated. jeez.
things have changed so drastically over then and now that, i tell you, i know i've changed. a lot. and what scares me is that, though i know i'm wiser, i know i'm tougher... i'm not sure if that's better.
i do know, though, that if the person who wrote those entries 4 years ago would be thrust upon where i am now... he would break. the experiences i've had in the last couple of years have definitely helped me to not just cope, not just be strong, but to thrive in the place where i am now. i'm happy. i'm not exactly content, but that's actually important. because i'm not satisfied yet with where i am, and i know i have the power and the potential to be somewhere i can be content. i know i'm not there yet. but things are looking up.
and i'm torqued.
i'm at it again.
almost 4 years gone by since my previous post. and it's funny to me, actually, reading the last coupla posts actually seem to support this one as well. it's been so long, that i actually had to fix my links on the right side of this page; they were all outdated. jeez.
things have changed so drastically over then and now that, i tell you, i know i've changed. a lot. and what scares me is that, though i know i'm wiser, i know i'm tougher... i'm not sure if that's better.
i do know, though, that if the person who wrote those entries 4 years ago would be thrust upon where i am now... he would break. the experiences i've had in the last couple of years have definitely helped me to not just cope, not just be strong, but to thrive in the place where i am now. i'm happy. i'm not exactly content, but that's actually important. because i'm not satisfied yet with where i am, and i know i have the power and the potential to be somewhere i can be content. i know i'm not there yet. but things are looking up.
and i'm torqued.
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